ARghhhhhh!~~ Does anyone understand what privacy means? Does anyone understand what respect is? I do not understand why people do things and go over the limit, especially they are people that are so call "close" to you.
I have been suspecting this all my life too, but I really can not take it anymore when "SHE" goes through my trashes. I can not believe it!~ "SHE" even asked me about it.. Also, is it wrong if I want to wash some of my clothes myself by hand because I treasure some of them and because some of the clothes are too waste to throw into the washing machine. And on top of all, why is she treating me good in front of me? I always thought she's lovely but now I suspect she does that only in front of me. At first I thought she only does it to "some" people close to her, now I suspect she does it to several people and exactly how much, ONLY She knows. Fine!~ I need to get over this as soon as possible as "anger" is not a positive energy. I can not blame her because maybe we have different religions and she does not understand me. But one thing's for sure, I NEVER EVER go through her things. If I needed something, I just ask her. What's the use of wasting time going through other people's thing? What's the point!~??
Has any of you been through things like this? It's as though as everywhere you go, whatever you do, "someone's" always there to try and "CATCH" you, get your mistakes and sing it to the whole world? Maybe it sounds a bit exaggerating when I say, but I always feel it.. Why would she pretend to help me and let someone else scold me? Why don't let me handle my own things and get out of my way? Why when I am successful and independent, she does not share it?
I really can not believe that this type of person exists in this world...
Anyway, my earlier half day was great.. It is a very good thing that my company sent me to training for a week in another state, and it's a good thing I’m going tomorrow since when at first I really miss going away, but now I am very eager to go away and cool off. It will be very good to have private times when at many many times I do not feel I have privacy (except when I'm asleep). At least my dream belongs to me, and I bet it's a good thing I always dream when I'm sleeping. It helps me let’s go of stress and negative energy I experienced. Praise God for His greatness that He never let me bear things I can not bear. I am weak now.....
God bless everyone. Have a nice week ahead.
-sugerprinces-
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